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Post by chameleon milly hampton on Jul 17, 2011 14:27:31 GMT -5
I agree with you.
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Post by edmund klaus kaiser on Jul 17, 2011 14:39:13 GMT -5
i totally agree as well. i wanted to go to this very important one month camp in Maine, but my mom then said no at the last minute. to go to that camp i can only be between 14 and 16, and time is running out. if i participate in that particular camp it would look so good on a university application. i also wanted to go to Haifa in Israel in August because there will be the Wikimania conference, and I was invited to volunteer by Wikipedia, and fuck i was so excited, but again mom said no. soo many concerts i wanna go to but can't because i need to be over 21. i totally told my parents once that i was sleeping over at my friend's house once, and then crossed the border to Syria, all the way to Lebanon, and slept there and return safe an sound. i can totally take care of myself, all i need is financial care
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Post by josh luìz barrera on Jul 17, 2011 14:57:33 GMT -5
i just hate the fact that my mom acts so hypocrite. she just keeps telling me to 'follow my dreams' but when i want to do that, she always says 'no' because i'm 'too young'. i don't feel like i'm made for a 9-to-5 kinda job, i want to make music, i want to see the world.
imagine is a contest where you can win studiotime and be able to work with real producers. verse vis is a contest where you can be on the main stage of a festival. student on stage is a contest where you can open a friggin' festival.
competing in those kind of things would be part of making my dream come true, but mom always says no..
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Post by chameleon milly hampton on Jul 17, 2011 16:24:32 GMT -5
Yes. I understand. There are a lot of things I cannot do because my mom wants to keep me safe from the world. I'm a Jehovah's Witness. So, I'm sheltered from a lot of things due to the fact that my mom just doesn't trust I can keep myself, though time and time again I prove her wrong.
Luckily, my dad trusts in that I can make good decisions when the time comes.
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Post by josh luìz barrera on Jul 19, 2011 11:11:40 GMT -5
okay i just need to get this out.
ariana grande is now officially one of the most gorgeous girls i've ever seen. she can sing, act and she looks incredibly cute ♥
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Post by chameleon milly hampton on Jul 27, 2011 2:05:23 GMT -5
Okay. So, I have this friend. And no, this friend is not me. It's a legit friend. Hah.. Anyway, she has this boyfriend, and lately, I've been feeling really really.. Idk, put aside? I always have had a really bad problem with staying committed to guys, mostly just because I always stick to my friends, and if anyone becomes anything more, they become clingy to me. Anyway, I'm a big 'friends before men' kinda gal. So, I kinda expect my friends to do the same. If not, at least not just throw us away for our boyfriends. And that's what I've been feeling from my friend. My opinion doesn't matter anymore, it seems. Like, I've always had this sorta big problem with control. I know, it's a complete turn off, but I'm working on it.. Anyway, back to the story. So, control. It's like, I don't really care what she does with her boyfriend, it's their business, but when she asks me for advice and then just ignores my advice, it's just.. It really pissed me off and I've been holding this in for a long time.
She had asked me if she should move forward sexually with her boyfriend. Not up to sex, just a few steps below, but still. I told her it wasn't smart. We're only 15. They've made out like dogs every time they hung out before, so, it's like, you aren't satisfied yet? Anyways, I told her I really didn't believe she should do it, and she said that she'd consider it. I took this as a 'ok, you're my friend I trust you, and respect you'. Obviously not. They did it like, the next day. And she had the nerve to tell me. I don't wanna remember how shitty I felt after she told me.
Idk.. Am I being dumb? Too controlling? I don't know what to do. I haven't told her how I feel, mostly because it incorporates me doing some things I'm not proud of, and I just personally don't want to bring up those feelings again. I mean, I don't show a lot of emotion often, but when I do, it's kind of a big deal. So, I'm just, confused. Idk.. Ugh. This probably didn't even make any sense, hah.
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Post by chameleon milly hampton on Jul 27, 2011 3:18:30 GMT -5
Oh! And on another note;;
It's 1:15 AM here in wonderful and still rainy Washington. I'm not at ALL tired. What do I do? Scare myself shitless going downstairs so I can go record a little song by my new obsession Hot Chelle Rae. What do I find out when I'm finally downstairs, with most of the lights on? The microphone on my headphones apparently don't work. fml
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