Post by ryler on Nov 1, 2010 2:06:57 GMT -5
Character Name: Ryler James Bingham
Nickname(s): Ry
Gender: Male
Age: Eighteen
Grade: Senior
Former School: Lincoln
Sexuality: Straight
Clique: Jock
Weight: 5' 10
Height: 160
Appearence:
Nickname(s): Ry
Gender: Male
Age: Eighteen
Grade: Senior
Former School: Lincoln
Sexuality: Straight
Clique: Jock
Weight: 5' 10
Height: 160
Appearence:
Ryler James is very for a lack of better words… gorgeously pretty. He has a nice natural tan, that California has been blessed him with. It also helps that his parents are tan and he was kind of born with it. Constantly being outside building things with his father, playing with his friends, practicing, he’s an outdoor junkie. He’s also built very nicely, he’s not super large that he walks funny holding his arms out because they are so huge, but the guy is pure muscle. Abs of steal. [: He’s not super huge but he can hold his own against the giant football players.Personality:
His hair varies in length, during the summer it’s short and he usually rolls out of bed brushes his fingers through it, and is off. He doesn’t have to do much to make it look good. During the winter, because he often travels to the mountains and to places like Colorado and Utah where the snow is great to snowboard he usually grows it out. Not to long, just a little shaggy, when it’s shaggy he generally wears a hat. Something about the winter season makes him feel like he needs more hair and to dress warmer, even though he’s in California. He loves being able to drive a few hours to snow then coming back to nice weather.
As for his style it’s very laid back but stylish. If he didn’t look so good in a white v-neck t-shirt and a pair of jeans then he might have some problems. He doesn’t have the money for designer shit or even the stuff in the mall, he usually buys his t-shirts at Wal-mart, only the white ones, he wears the occasional button up shirt he got on the sale rack. If he weren’t a guy he would be screwed, no way he’d have the money to keep up with the latest fashions. Lucky for guy’s jeans and a t-shirt are always going to be in style.
There really just isn’t a few words that describe this boy. He has so many layers to him, he’s pretty much like a human onion, once you get past one layer you have more and more to peel back.History:
Outer Layer: This is the part of Ryler that the entire world gets to see; although it’s full of real traits it’s also full of lies. This is the layer that’s pretty much an act.
Outgoing/energetic: Whether it’s your time first meeting or you’ve known him for years he is extremely outgoing. If it’s the first time your meeting he’ll treat you like he’s known you for years, and your guaranteed to have a good time. Something you should also know is that he cant sit still, he constantly fidgets in class, shakes his leg, taps his pencil, if he’s not doing anything he pretty much goes insane.
Friendly/popular: If you ever need someone to count on, Ryler is the guy for you, whether you’re in the same clique or him or not. If you ever need a shoulder to cry on, Ry is your guy, someone to vent too, Ry will be there, someone to yell at, well Ry will have to find you someone for that one. [: He has an extremely hard time being rude to people so rarely he will turn you down. Ryler is very popular; being on the football, basketball, soccer team, and having some money has gotten him high on the social food chain. This is where his fakeness comes in. He pretends like he loves being in the spot light and loves attention, but really he hates it. He hates being known as one of the ‘cool kids.’ He cant stand labels, but really if people knew he was secretly miserable being popular he’d be treated like shit by everyone like people lower on the food chain… and really who wants that?
Athletic/not so smart: Ryler plays every sport that he is able to play, he is a receiver on the football team, a midfield on the soccer team, and the point guard on the basketball team. He is constantly at practice for one of these sports and when he doesn’t have practice he’s usually at his house playing. Sports are his life, he’s amazing at them, he has chances to get college scholarships, and they are just plain fun. Without them Ry just wouldn’t be Ry. Another thing Ryler isn’t very book smart, which is why he is really relying on sports to get him into college. Usually he pays a nerd to do his work, and when money wont work he will beat them senseless until they do. He just needs enough help to keep him on the teams.
Inner Layer: This is the part of Ryler that really only his family sees. Well he thinks his family only knows and see’s it. His really close best friends probably have caught a glimpse of this side of him, but as for the rest of the world, they think what they see is what they get. Which isn’t true.
Emotionally unavailable/ depressed: Ry he has no problem getting a girls attention, with his outgoing personality, heartbreaking smile, and his stunning good looks, they just gravitate towards him. He has no problems being friends with girls, other then the guys he plays with all of his friends are girls, but he wants to keep it that way. Friends. He has seen ‘amazing’ relationships crumble before him, from experiences himself, friends he’s watched, his older sister, and his parents. Getting hurt scares him more then anything and he refuses to let that happen. Every time he smiles at you, every time he cracks a joke, you’ll see him and instantly thing he is as happy as anyone can get… But the truth is that he’s pretty depressed. Pushing people, like girls and his family, you care about and that care about you away eventually begin to hurt, and leave you feeling very lonely.
Exhausted/ poor: Ry puts everything he has into sports because he has too. If he doesn’t he wont get a scholarship, if he doesn’t get a scholarship willing to pay more then half of his tuition, he will have to go to desperate measures to get into school. The only thing he can think of is joining the military because they will put you through school, because his parents sure as hell cant. Most people think that he has money because the people he hangs out with do. But the truth is that when the market crashed, both his parents lost there jobs. Ry says his dad sold his business and his mom was sick of not being with his younger brothers, they both have jobs now… His mom works at a diner that’s pretty far away (to keep there cover) and his dad does something online all the time. Ry with his job at the car wash can hardly pay for rent that his parents are making him pay because they want money (messed up right) let alone anything his friends want to do.
Hardworking/ romantic: He works hard for everything, except for grades. And if he ever does get a girlfriend, which will be rare and the girl will be extremely lucky, he can be very romantic. In subtle ways, and often times he gets embarrassed, he shows how much he really cares, rarely with words, mostly actions but he does it.
There is a lot more that meats the eye when it comes to Ryler. Around people he is fun, energetic, outgoing, and a great fun person to be around, alone he’s completely different. He’s stressed and depressed, but he deals with it on his own time and he plans on keeping it that way. A lot of Ryler’s outer personality is true it just feels more like acting to him because he has to work extremely hard to come off as happy when he truly isn’t.
Mindy and Brandon Bingham met in high school and have been in love and together ever since. They have for kids; Nicole who is the oldest, Hayley who is two years younger then Nicole, Ryler who is three years younger then Hayley, and Taylor she’s ten years younger then Ryler. His dad was very successful; he did some business job that still to this day Ryler doesn’t understand. And his mom was an elementary school teacher; the family never had any problems with money. They did things as a family, when they could, went on vacations in the summer when dad could get work off, and they actually were a great family.Sample Rp:
With Ryler as his only son Brandon spent a ton of time with him, he had him shooting hoops and tossing a football when he could barely walk. The two of them did everything together, they built a tree house in there backyard together, they worked on his dads old car to get it running, they went to football games… when he turned twelve then everything changed. His dad began working a lot more, and the time they spent together became less and less and he watched as his mom and dads relationship begin to fall apart. At first there were arguments that he got home to late, and that he needed less hours and more family time. Then the arguments got worse.
By the time he was fourteen his dad was sleeping in the guest room, Mindy finally found out the truth as to why he ‘worked’ so much. He was having an affair with a nineteen-year-old girl; she was an intern at his work. Mindy and Brandon didn’t talk for months, and for some reason every time Mindy yelled and told him to get out he never would. He would simply go to his room and leave her alone until she cooled down. By the time Ryler was sixteen he realized that Brandon never left because of them, their kids. He knew if he left he would never see them again and he didn’t want to just abandon them. Still to this day Brandon is living in the guest room of the house, neither of them speaks to each other, and neither of them dates other people. It’s a really weird messed up situation.
His parents still love each other, on the rare occasion they are in the same room, if they catch each other’s eye, you can feel the connection they still have. Which is why Ry is assuming neither one of them has asked for a divorce, because they still are in love. It’s a messed up weird relationship, and Ry doesn’t want to end up miserable like his parents are, that’s why he stays away from dating.
Nicole, Ryler’s older sister met the guy of her ‘dreams’ in high school. Once they graduated, Nicole moved out and they began living together, every time they came to the house for family dinners they looked like a happy engaged couple. They seemed perfect for each other, just like his parents. Once Ryler got his drivers license he was crazy excited, he drove to everyone’s place in his new car, including Nicole’s. He knocked on the door, and no one came, he thought he heard yelling in the back room and a women screaming in fear. Naturally concerned Ryler barged into the house and ran down the hallway to see Nicole on the ground covered in her own blood crying, and her fiancé standing over her his hand balled into a fist.
Something you must know about Ryler is that he is very protective, and he never runs away from a fight, and he will defend and protect the people he cares about no matter what the situation. Need someone to take a bullet? Ryler will. The next thing he knew he was being pulled off of his sisters fiancé by a police officer, Ryler beat him to a bloody pulp, just like he had done to Nicole. Paybacks a bitch.
It turns out the relationship had been abusive for three of the five years, she was just to scared to walk away from it. Ryler would never lay a hand on a girl in a violent way, no matter how angry he gets, but there is always a chance of something bad happening. That would be another reason why he won’t become serious with a girl.
Next comes to the one relationship he’s been in, from freshmen year to junior year he dated a girl. He was convinced that he was going to marry her, and he did everything in his power to keep her happy and he invested everything into the relationship. Then without any notice, or any reason really, she dumped him. Next thing he knew she was screwing his best friend. He told her everything, he trusted her, it was weird if the two of them weren’t together. Yes he is only in high school but he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her… that would be the last time he fully trusted people. He lost the girl he loved more then life itself, and his best friend since he was little.
Nicole and Hayley are off doing college, both staying away from dating as well, Mindy and Brandon haven’t said more then five words to each other in the few years, Mindy works as a nurse working her ass off to support while Brandon got fired from his job a year ago and has yet to find one… and as for Ryler? Well Ryler is struggling to make it through each day, but he can do it. [:
As for school Ryler has always been pretty popular and well known, whether it’s because of how nice he is or because he is amazing at sports. It’s usually the sports; everyone in California is superficial that way. In elementary school during recess you would usually find him on the soccer field, him and his best friend usually were captains picking teams because they were… I mean are the best. When Lincoln and Hillard were forced to become one school it meant there teams became one. Of course Ry became very stressed out and was going to do everything to not loose his place. And somehow through tryouts he worked his butt off and managed to stay a part of the team, it’s rare if he is ever taken off the field.
Other then the stress of making the team he hasn’t had a huge issue with the meshing of the schools, he still has his friends, he still has his place on the football, basketball, and soccer team and that’s really what matters to him the most.
Rejecting Alexandra was something the boy would ever do. His feelings for her were far to strong and honestly he’d put himself through so much already, too much to just throw any chance he had with her away… too much to end this freak show of a relationship they had. Her on and off flirting, her constant mixed signals, and how she abandoned him and completely ignored him when he poured his heart out to her, well all of that was enough to drive him absolutely insane and it was enough to make him turn his back on her and walk away but really she is just to perfect and what they were it was all just to perfect to let go of. And something… something was keeping him wrapped around her little finger. The spell she has him under is cruel and unusual, yet it’s something he will cherish forever. For someone who knew him better them he knew himself, for someone who could take one quick little glance into his deep blue eyes and know exactly what was going on with him it really was surprising that she couldn’t see how he truly felt about her.Celeb:
He had his moments where he was anything but subtle about how he felt about her. Think about it really hard, when she was crying and he held her; the way he ran his fingers through her hair, the way his eyes would meet hers with that I’m in love with you look, the way he’d kiss her forehead… Yeah it might be like he was just being a friend but guy friends don’t do that with the girls that are just there friends unless they want ass. [Not that he was doing that because he wanted ass…] Unless your guy friends are much better then mine. ;] They put an arm over your shoulder and say I’m sorry and leave it to the girl best friend to help you through the issues. Think real hard it was obvious. Or the times that she would play the cruel who will pull away faster game, the look of desire that was in his eyes… she had to had seen it a million and a half times. It was too obvious to miss.
Of course he felt like the whole Christos and her breaking up thing was his fault, and that’s the way he should feel; because ultimately it was. The two of them could have been madly in love and been together literally forever. Ry just ruined that for her, he ruined a possible forever with someone for her… she had every reason to hate him and be pissed off at him. Clearing his throat nervously he looked down at his feet which were attempting to dig a whole in the cement, he furrowed his brow because it wasn’t working, as he said ”Ale if what happened the other day had anything to do with you deciding to break up with him…” that’s where he forced himself to stop talking. If he continued he’d say dumb things that would dig himself into a deep hole that would make him come off like him saying he loved her was a lapse in judgment… and he definitely didn’t want that because confessing was the best thing he’d done in his life so far. The secret of loving her literally was going to kill him if he didn’t come clean. ”You loved him though… Why would you just throw it away?”
The fact that she was single meant that Ry had a chance to actually act on his feelings, she already knew about them, but now he could try to get her to feel the same way, by like kissing her… Now that he had the chance would he take it or just chicken out? If you were to ask him a week ago what would he do without a doubt he’d take a chance. But these last couple weeks have allowed him to do a lot of thinking. He ended up coming up with so many possible outcomes of what was going to happen now that he had confessed his love; one was she would hate him forever, two she wouldn’t let it effect her relationship with Christos or Ry, three she’d dump the vampire and run away with Ry and they would live happily ever after, four she’d feel obligated to love him back because of everything they had been through. Honestly the last one was what he was betting on. If she were to just up and say I love you Ryler he’d without a doubt buy it. Of course he’d believe her he loved her and that’s what he’d been waiting to hear for so long… but when they parted ways after that for a day or so his mind would get the best of him and it would be then that he would truly see her love for him wasn’t real. It couldn’t be. How could he possibly be able to believe a girl like her, rich, gorgeous, unbelievably amazing would love him? And with how much she flip-flopped she’d just end up changing her mind.
The boy chuckled lightly when she said he wouldn’t hurt him, ”I still believe I could take him. I’d find a way to make his vampire powers not work and I’d fight him like a man” we both know the guy is ten times larger then Ryler and we both know Ry has a very good chance of loosing but Ry has more heart then he will ever have. Hah and his is still beating. <3 With a bright smile he continued playfully ”Wait a minute!! Why would he want to hurt me in the first place!!” of course he knew the answer to that, Ry was the reason she broke up with him, she felt bad for Ry and felt obligated to make him happy. ”You broke up with the dude… I wasn’t the one who broke the massive vampires heart! “ he said in a light tone, ”Don’t worry though when he comes after ya because you broke his unbeating heart I’ll protect you.” winking he smiled again, he was joking, and he knew that Christos would never hurt her no matter what, the way she’s talked about him made that obvious. Oh and sorry his joking and playing around is at the expense of her breaking up with him.
Ry was just assuming her flirting and sexiness was her just being her… mixed with some alcohol so of course he wasn’t taking any of it to heart. He was trying extremely hard to show that when she did those things he could act normal and not like he was madly in love with her, and honestly it was the hardest thing he had to do yet. Now that he had came clean about everything he just to wrap his arms around her tiny little waist, kiss her, hold her and not let go. Ever. Ry glanced over to see her totally checking him out. What is going on!? he yelled in his head as his eyes met hers and that sexy grin on her face… oh god. His insides squirmed as he bit down hard on his bottom lip trying to restrain himself from just grabbing her and doing bad [dirty] things to her. Tearing his eyes from hers he looked at the ground and ran his fingers through his hair, not only was he refraining from having his way with her but he was also doing his best not to ask her what she was doing.
Does Ryler have one-night stands? Hah. [; That shall be a mystery for now. "I have to say... you never tend to stop surprising me." tilting his head to the side a little he smiled ”What do you mean?” when he saw her eyes drift down he followed them to see them holding hands. At first he felt like he should pull away but when she squeezed it he kind of felt like it was all right to hold it. Lacing his fingers through hers he gave it a gentle squeeze back and smiled shyly, with no intentions of letting go either. Tender. [: Gulping at her comment about the boxers his cheeks turned a light shade of pink and her sexy wink made him squirm a little, yes he’s dying. The sooner her can just grab her and make out with her face the sooner you wont be able to torture him as much. HAH! And with nothing really to say to her comment he laughed nervously and looked down. I fail at this post I know. =P
He was apologizing, for everything that had happened a couple weeks ago. Apologizing for calling her over, being drunk, yelling at her, and dropping this massive bomb on her that she probably wasn’t ever expecting from him. This was the second time Ryler put himself out there likes this, and this was the second time she said nothing, he was half expecting her to kick him out of her limo so she could run away again; this time he wouldn’t just let her leave though. The boy began to chew on his bottom lip nervously as he realized that he should have just kept his mouth shut… again. When she got here she was fine! Same old flirtatious Ale, a little more then usual but it was probably the alcohol, she was wanting to have a good time and forget about everything that happened… And of course he couldn’t just let it be, he had to bring everything up, unlike her; her apology was short, sweet, didn’t go into to much detail and didn’t leave for a silence. And Ryler over here just babbles his way through life so things will probably never be short and sweet.
His eyes were locked with hers until he looked away then quickly reconnected there gaze, double take. The way she was looking at him was new, had he ever gotten this look from her before? No he surely would have remembered it. It was giving him one of two feelings at first it made all of his insides melt, it made him feel like this was where he belonged; with her. It made him feel a little more at ease, comfortable, safe… loved. Surely that couldn’t be what she was trying to portray with her eyes, her very gorgeous expressive eyes. That’s what his head was telling him anyways; he decided it would be best to stop listening to his heart it just caused problems. His stomach turned and he could swear he could feel his heart breaking inside his chest; it was all over wasn’t it? Why else would she have left that night? She obviously didn’t love him and she obviously cant handle being his friend any longer due to the fact that it weirded her out. She was breaking up with him… She was breaking up there friendship forever. [That was his second feeling.]
All right lets get real here for a second, he could sit there for hours and tell her how he could put his feelings aside and never let them jeopardize their friendship again. But no matter how many times he said it, no matter how confident he sounded, and no matter how well he did around her pretending not to be in love it would be just that… Pretending. Ry is the type of person that when he loves someone he loves them. And he cant just stop, he will always love them. He’d try his hardest to convince himself that he didn’t love her and he would make a genuine effort at it. He’d mask them as much as he could but honestly how well do you think that’s going to go? The way the were with each other… Things would never be the same. He wouldn’t be able to play the who will pull away first game, be all playful and flirty, hell it would probably be the hardest thing ever to even so much as look at her. His feelings would do the exact same thing they did a couple weeks ago, eat at him so much that he would just explode. Ryler knows that, and as he sits here and tells her it will never happen again and it will never jeopardize their friendship again, he knows it’s a lie. It’s not an intentional lie, of course he is going to put the best effort into not loving her, it just wouldn’t work. She should know this already, it’s as obvious as her flirting.
Goosebumps rose up on his arm when her hand cupped his face and his eyes remained locked with hers. Her face was getting closer why was it getting closer? Now was the time to talk not the time to play the who will pull away first game. Within just a couple of seconds her lips were pressed against his. At first his eyes went huge and he tensed up and thought why didn’t she pull away! but his whole frozen statue bit quickly went away within like a second and his eyes fluttered shut, his body relaxed as his lips moved with hers as if that’s what they were made to do. [That is kinda what they were made for but you get what I mean]. He’d forgotten everything, everything that had happened this last little while, the fact that she was had been drinking, basically the only thing in the world at the moment was the two of them. And he liked it that way. When he felt her pulling away he reluctantly did the same keeping his face close to hers, he’s currently in this awe moment that is just perfect. ”Ale what are…” he began but he was interrupted.
’I love you Ryler’. Awe moment over. She what now? His eyes went wide and his jaw slightly dropped was this really happening right now? All the color went away from his face and he probably looked like he hadn’t seen the sun in months. A tight knot appeared in his throat and he opened his mouth in attempts to say something, luckily she kept talking because nothing came out when he tried. She went on to tell him how utterly amazing he was and the things she loved about him and the color instantly returned to his face with a red tint to it, blushing as always. When she smiled he smiled back and he just let her ramble on, it was nice to not be the one who was babbling away. And it gave him time to think about what he was supposed to say, even though his mind was completely blank and he would be able to come up with nothing. "I love you Ryler James Bingham. I'm sorry it took so long for me to realize it. But I always have" his eyes were connected with hers his face completely and totally blank, resembling her’s the night he confessed, y’know the look? The one she had on her face before bolting for the door?
His head was telling him to book it, run and leave her hanging the way she did with him, but he of course would never do such a thing. I mean he’d been waiting for this moment for how long now? No way he was just going to throw it away. That’s not an option, so instead of listening to his head he’s just going to follow his heart, how’s that sound? His face went from blank and dumbfounded to soft and sweet and his eyes were screaming I love you too. I don’t really know how to describe that look so that’s all ya get. [: He moved his hand out of hers and brought it up as he brushed her hair behind her ear before gently resting it on her cheek, he brought the other hand up as well so both hands were cupping her face still. Running wasn’t an option for her this time, he was making sure of that. He began to move his face closer to his, his nose slowly slipping past her’s as his lips parted slightly, just before there lips met he brushed his lips against hers softly, kind of teasing her, before he closed the distance completely by locking there lips together. Ryler kissed her gently and passionately like he had longed to do for so long.
His lips moved with hers softly and he was enjoying every second of this, ever since the night she got drunk and kissed him he’d wanted to do it again. This time the kiss wasn’t such a shocker as the first one had been so it was easier to realize how truly amazing it was kissing her. Right at this moment he was realized that the two of them, they really did belong together. Ryler is a firm believer in there being someone out there for everyone and right now he is convinced that the person out there who was made for him was Alexandra. If I attempted to describe all the feelings he was going through right now you would be here reading a million page post, but one the one that was standing out most, besides excitement, happy and all those nice things, was fear. He was almost convinced that she felt sorry for the pathetic guy and was just telling him what he wanted to hear. And because he had that feeling he wasn’t holding back. He was putting everything he had into this kiss so that when she comes clean; in a day, a week, month, or a year that she wasn’t really in love; he would at least be able to say he gave it everything he could. That way he would know he did everything he could, and he held nothing back, and that he laid it all out on the table.
When it came to telling girls, or anyone for that matter, how he truly felt it wasn’t easy for him. Acting on his true feelings wasn’t easy for him either. He does this thing, he constantly tells himself to not be weak, not be vulnerable, and not put yourself out there because you’ll just get hurt. Everyone that he’s let get close to him, everyone he’s let his guard down around, everyone he’s cared about has hurt him in some way or another. His brothers, once they were close now they don’t even talk. His parents, moms turning into an alcoholic because of her emotionally abusing cheating husband who also has grown fond of liquor since he moved here, ex girlfriend that he thought he truly loved [lust] breaking his hear… Hell even Alex has really hurt him. The other night when he told her how he felt she ran, he’d never let her know how bad that really did hurt him. Crushed him really. Because he does his thing of not being weak or showing weakness it’s very hard for him to let his guard down, nearly impossible. Yet here he is time and time again letting her in completely, telling her everything [including his feelings], not holding anything back. And it’s weird because he knows in the end he’s going to get hurt, but in this one situation he’d rather get hurt knowing he did everything he could, then be okay and not try at all.
The boy began to slow the kiss and he gave her a couple quick little pecks before he made himself pull away completely, dropping his hands from her face, resting his forehead to her’s and he kept his eyes shut. It was his turn to talk wasn’t it? The chances of him saying the absolute perfect thing right now were slim to none. Words were never his strong suit even when it came to talking to her he still sucked. When he tells her how he’s feeling he just gets embarrassed and stops halfway through giving up because it’s so pathetic. Ry is out of practice when it comes to open with your feelings and letting people in, he’s out of practice of caring about someone he wants a future with; he’s out of practice of loving someone. He’s going to be anything but good at it. But the nice thing about him though is that he really does try when it comes to her.
Kind of shaking his head he smiled lightly ”This is to good to be true…” he whispered before he opened his eyes gazing into hers. Was it the perfect thing to say? No, but it would have to do. ”I love you Alexandra, more then anything…” Nibbling on his bottom lip nervously he made more of a distance between them, he really tires when it comes to her, just because he tries doesn’t mean he will always succeed. He’s still scared to death that she is just lying, that it’s just the alcohol, he knows he’s going to get hurt by her, he’s expecting it, it’s scary. ”I’ve been waiting for this moment for… so long.” Breaking there gaze he looked at the bottle of vodka wishing he was drinking it right now. ”As much as I want this to be happening” he said reaching over brushing his thumb gently across her cheek, is he really about to ruin this perfect moment? ”You’ve been drinking, and I don’t think you know what you truly want. Which is okay, I understand…”
He wanted to believe her, he really truly did, it’s obvious how much he truly wants to believe her and how much he wants this to be real but it really is to good to be true. He’s seen the guys she usually date and he isn’t even close to being one of those guys. He is a microwave dinner guy, she’s a gourmet dinner girl, he’s watch a movie on TV because it’s cheap, she’s fancy parties and a fashion designers daughter. I know money isn’t important to her but he feels like he should be able to give her the world. And he can’t. She deserves better. And what would her dad say? Her dad knew he made shit for money. ”I came to terms along time ago that a guy like me could never get a girl like you” Dropping his hand from her cheek he gave her a light smile and looked down at the bottle again. He’d probably just turn into his father anyways so it was better this way, this girl was driving him to drink!! Haaha ;] He’s not rejecting her, he is simply in denial, and why shouldn’t he be? She’s given him every reason to be in denial. It’s going to take a minute for it to hit him that this is indeed possible, and that something like this could happen to him. Something good can happen to Ryler James Bingham, he just needs to let it.
Zac EfronOut Of Character:
Sarah
Eighteen
7ish years, i sometimes do really good but then other times, like this application, i fail miserably.
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