Post by serenity on Feb 16, 2011 12:15:49 GMT -5
Character Name: serenity marilyn welsh
Nickname(s): Sera, Sia, Mary
Gender: Female
Age: eighteen
Grade: Senior
Sexuality: Straight
Clique: Gossip
Weight: 122
Height: 5'5
Appearence:
Personality:
History:
Sample Rp:
Celeb:
Nickname(s): Sera, Sia, Mary
Gender: Female
Age: eighteen
Grade: Senior
Sexuality: Straight
Clique: Gossip
Weight: 122
Height: 5'5
Appearence:
When Serenity walks into a room she isn't bound to turn eyes. Her eyes stay turned down but, its the way she walks in and the way she dresses that makes someone notice her. She holds her self like a lady, shoulders straight with her hands behind her back half the time and her head turned down. She doesn't lift her head until her name is spoken, once spoken she will lift her head elegantly. Like she's a model, or on stage for everyone to see. She walks in with swift movements, overly lady like could be what reminds people of Serenity. Once her head is up she'll smile. Very lady like, and if its someone meeting her for the first time she'll extend her hand, carefully to shake theirs. She likes how she holds herself. She doesn't want to be like most girls, walking around like the own a place or walking like that don't care what anyone thinks. Serenity cares a lot of what people think of her, thats why she holds herself like this. To prove she isn't like most girls, she isn't slutty or trashy is a classy girl. The way she holds herself it so make sure she gets the respect she knows she deserves, right down to her shoes. She walks like an elegant girl. Almost like she was born in a time when appearance was everything. Because thats what its like with Serenity, everything is about how you walk, how you talk and act towards a person. Who cares about make-up? Its about making a good impression.
Once her face is turned up you see her face, her interesting eyes. The deep jade green is entrancing. When you look at a Jade stone and see the deepest green in there, thats Serenity's eye color. Its not oak, nor grass green but the darkest of jade green. Her eyes seem to catch people off guard, they expect to see a girl with blue eyes or even brown but, no they see her eyes. They could put a spell over someone, and the glint that fills her eyes all of the time is honesty. Her eyes would always give away her lies, though she does not lie ever. Next thing you'll see is a bewitching smile, a quick up turn of her lips in a sweet manner to say she doesn't mean harm and that she is comfortable with you. Her smile is always charming and welcoming, warm and sweet. She couldn't smirk even if she tried, it'd be too hard because she isn't a devious person and to her smirking is like saying your evil or devious. A smile with a welcoming look proves your a good person in her eyes, so she smiles like there is no war in the world and its all peace. Next thing you see is her face shape, the olive shape is matched with a pair of slightly chubby cheeks. She doesn't have a sharp jawline, its more of a softer jawline. Next are her lips, when in a line they are plump and pink, ready to turn up into a smile if feeling the need. Her lower lip is the bigger of the two, often used as a pout to get what she wants from her father, or even a boy.
After noticing her face, you take in the color of her hair. Its not quite fire red but, a a darker red with a brown tint to it. Often worn in waves to frame her face and accent the olive shape her face has. Her hair is soft and silky to the fingertips and often she runs her hand through it while being nervous. Moving down from her ace you'll notice thin arms, she hides her wrist to hide the burn marks she's made on them. Half the time that is why her arms are always behind her back, she is trying to hide away from them because she doesn't want people to know about what she does in her alone time, or the fact she isn't as perfect as she appears to be. Next thing is her shape, she isn't the most curvy girl out there but, her body is more of an hourglass shape. She has tiny hips, not big and she isn't a big booty kind of girl. She's small and tiny, a girl made up to be petite. Her shape is normal for her size, she isn't that amazingly tall girl she is quite short and enjoys her short-ness. It makes her feel better, makes her feel like some prince will come and save her and with taller people she feels safe. After that is her skin color, the light tan she has doesn't really scream California girl. She looks more like a girl raised in the south but, she has spent her whole life here. Next; her style, simple class. She wears a lot of things like Channel, always in a dress or skirt with a pair of heels she barely wears jeans or t-shirts. She sees it as not classy and kind of trashy. You would never catch Serenity in a skanky outfit, she'd rather die.
Personality:
Serenity is vicious with truth, honesty isn't a game with this girl. She is dead serious with anything and to call her a liar about anything would to be to insult her, and she wouldn't have that. Because she will spread some nasty gossip about you, dig up dirt. She'll keep all the gossip true but, she will find out bad things about you if you mess with her. She isn't the type to get on the bad side of because you will go through hell, even a lady can be a bitch and destroy someone she dislikes. The side is mainly hidden, she doesn't like to show off the fact she can be vicious when given the certain place and spot she with a person. She knows her way around words, knows how to say the right words to manipulative a person to get what she wants. She's just a bitch like that, by her looks you'd never think this girl was as sneaky was she was but, she is. She sneaks around, twists word. It isn't lying, just twisting it around into something thats more interesting, she doesn't put words in with the old ones, she puts the old words into new places to fit what she wants it to sound like. This is why she fits with the gossips so well because, of the word twisting and the manipulative side she has. She knows her way with gossip, and talking behind peoples backs. She may have that innocent look to her but, a lot of people don't know what goes on behind closed doors with Serenity. She's one scary person when she feels the need to be. She was almost a Royal Court girl but, she had said something to get the queen on her bad side she had settled in with the gossips.
Serenity is depressed. Its not known by anyone, she hides it really because she doesn't want it to make anyone look down on her. She is literally so low behind smiles and walls that she has an addiction to burning herself, just so for a moment she can feel like she's not some fake Barbie doll. Everyone sees her like she has it all, the boys on her tail, the fake friends when really she's alone inside and nobody even takes a chance to figure that out. To fix it, she is stuck in a place where nothing feels real, like everyday is a another fake smile, another fake day. Everything to her feels plastic, like its just some house. She feels like she's living a double life, and so she uses the only thing that seems to work. And that it putting a lighter to something metal and pressing it to her wrist. It almost makes the world feel real to her, like it isn't just some pointless plastic place. To her she's a disappointment to her family, to everyone around her and everything just feel empty. She wants to scream for help but, she knows nobody would help her, she has too many enemies that would be glad to know how trapped she feels. She feels like there are stone walls around her, like nothing is able to get out and that she is stuck in. She knows just how it feels to feel like the world is meaningless, and she knows other people have it harder but, she can't not pity herself and she can't seem to free herself. She has no freedom, nothing. Its just being stuck in one place forever with her, she may smile like everything is alright but, behind that fake as a Barbie smile is this girl torn into pieces because she can't be real.
Sera is angry with the world, with herself for letting things go this far. She is known for outbursts of rage because nothing seems to fix itself, her family is still going to hell. She wants to break things, wants to destroy things anything to get out her anger towards the world and everything. She wants everything to be alright, she wants to be a role-model and not such a bitch or so broken behind her mask. She just wants everything to feel all better, like she isn't alone. She just needs a way out from everything, a way to feel again. She needs reality but, she can't find it. Reality is so lost for her, just like her heart and soul. Their lost too, somewhere on this long road she is traveling she's lost her heart and soul. If she could just for one moment have reality she knows she could make everything better, if for one moment she had her heart and soul back she could make everything feel all better but, she can't. She knows she's hopeless, so she doesn't keep faith in anything anymore. She has no faith in anyone, and she never trusts anyone. She is just, broken. Like fragments of glass all over the floor. That is who she has became in-between everything. She doesn't know how to fix something like that because she doesn't know where to find the magic duct tape to put everything back together. She's so tired of looking for something, trying to find some kind of meaning. She is disappointed and feels like the world is disappointed in her too but, its always gonna be hid. The ice around her heart and everything is just too hard to melt away. So she'll leave, knowing inside she feels like an empty shell while outside she's the girl with the eyes and smile to charm anyone.
History:
Before the Welsh Family Serenity wasn't apart of the greatest family in the world. Most apart of a bad family, one that they knew could never raise her right. So the Serenity's real family put her up for adoption, at the age of two she was adopted into the Welsh family. They were so nice at first, so amazing but, even something perfect still has an evil side. Still has its night mare and it turned out to be Serenity's worst place to grow-up but, she still loved her family. From a young again she was showed how to be a lady, told what to do because a man would never want a girl. He would always want a lady and that is what Serenity had to become and she did. She pushed herself to become miss perfect, everything fell into being fake because she didn't know reality at the time. Didn't know how to make it all right. She has always faked a smile but, even the slightest screw-up in trying to be a lady would set her parents off. the family had been rich, they wanted a daughter that looked like she'd live in that lifestyle, so screwing up meant you weren't proving yourself to be fit for that lifestyle in her family. See in this family appearance is everything, coming across a certain way to them is how their whole life will be determined, that is why Serenity acts like a lady. She has no choice with this. Her parents don't seem to care so why should she? Serenity's life was easy for the time being. Deal with the fights over something she messed up almost every night, do what numb out the fighting and made her feel again behind closed doors Of course, that was until the accident about a year back. When she had made the biggest mistake of her life:
"Serenity leaned her head back, long red hair tumbling back over the chair as she flicked the lighter on, and then off. The fire caught her eye, made her feel good. She knew just what was gonna happen next. She'd grab her hair click, just as she did that moment her thin slender elegant fingers pulled the clip from a part of her hair. In which had been pulled back. Next thing she did, run the bold bright flame over the metal until she knew it was hot, hot enough to leave a mark against the pale white skin of her wrist. Once the metal was heated she pressed the scolding metal to her wrist, a grunt coming from her mouth before she bit down into her lip to, until her lip started to bleed. She wouldn't cry, no she was stronger than that, she knew she was. Yet her eyes shut and tears slid from them, running across her pink cheek and down her jaw. This is how it went ever night after a fight with them, after she didn't look right for them. She hated that, feeling like she was just disappointing them by screwing-up the tiniest thing. She released the clip, and it flew down until it hit the floor. Not making a single sound. Next thing the red head did was over look the new marks on her wrist, the bright red screaming out that it'd be a scar in a week tops. Serenity ran her finger over the mark, a shocking pain shot up her spin and yet she some how ignored that. She begun to flick her lighter again, on and off. On and Off, this is how it always happened. In the girls eyes, this was a normal night. A abnormal night was silence and no fighting, no pain at all on her wrist. It was rare she saw those nights.
Then it happened, the lighter slipped from her finger-tips and in a split second her whole life was changed. It hit the floor with a thud and before she could blink it set the carpet on fire. This was how a very strange night happened. Serenity had one reaction, only one. No it wasn't to try and put the fire out but, to jump from the chair and run to her door. It was locked, and she jiggled the handle =, finally she remembered the door locked from the inside not the outside. She rushed, her fingers in a frenzy until the door hitched and she pulled it open the fire now spreading. Where to run? Where could she run? Her House was being set on fire by her own idiotic move. She knew one thing, she Had to get her parents out. Or at least the people she had saw as her parents most of her life. She ran down the hall to their door, screaming and crying but no answer was heard. She was gonna die, her stupid move had killed her, so why keep trying? The girl had to pick between living and dying in one spare moment and her choice well, it was to live. Because she had no other choice when her father came up the stairs. Coughing from the smoke, his coughs matched Sera's but, he still pulled her up into his arms. And carried her down, she was safe for now but, something felt terribly wrong in her stomach and yet she denied it. She just needed her father badly. She knew she had screwed up but, her father would forgive her one day she hoped. She prayed because she knew he made mistakes. Maybe not ones as big as this one but, he still did. He pressed a kiss to her forehead and somewhere in-between she heard him mumble something like "My babygirl is alright" She wanted those to be the words she heard. That night her house burned down to ashes. And her mother died with it."
After that her whole life, everything changed for the worse. Thats is how her life to this day has became. Because of one night.
Sample Rp:
See any of my five characters xD
Celeb:
Lily CollinsOut Of Character:
I am totally not addicted to making new Characters, nope. Btw its Miss Annieug ^^