Life is always changing, forever changing

[amethystjade]

Amethyst Esmeralda Jade!
how can you make me fall apart, then break my fall with loving lies?
it's so easy to break a heart; it's so easy to close your eyes.
how can you treat me like a child, yet like a child I yearn for you?
can anyone feel so wild? how can anyone feel so blue?

THIS IS THE CLOSEST THING TO CRAZY I HAVE EVER BEEN,

I SAW YOU THIS MORNING, YOU WERE MOVING SO FAST ,, crush on him
CAN’T SEEM TO LOOSEN MY GRIP ON THE PAST ,, crush on her
AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH THERE’S NO ONE IN SIGHT ,, answered love
AND WE’RE STILL MAKING LOVE IN MY SECRET LIFE ,, unanswered love
I SMILE WHEN I’M ANGRY I CHAT AND I LIE I DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET BY ,, current lover
BUT I KNOW WHAT IS WRONG AND I KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT ,, future lover
AND I’D DIE FOR THE TRUTH IN MY SECRET LIFE ,, past but good
HOLD ON HOLD ON MY BROTHER MY SISTER HOLD TIGHT ,, past but bad
I FINALLY GOT MY ORDERS I’LL BE MARCHING THROUGH THE MORNING ,, past but still
MARCHING THROUGH THE NIGHT MOVING CROSS THE BORDERS ,, attracted to her
WHEN I CROSS THE BORDERS OF MY SECRET LIFE ,, attracted to him
LOOKED THROUGH THE PAPER MAKES YOU WANT TO CRY ,, secret lover
THE DEALER WANTS YOU THINKING THAT IT’S EITHER BLACK OR WHITE ,, shameless flirter
THANK GOD IT’S NOT THAT SIMPLE IN MY SECRET LIFE ,, enemies with benefits
I BUY WHAT I’M TOLDFROM THE LATEST HIT TO THE WISDOM OF OLD ,, friends with benefits
BUT I’M ALWAYS ALONE AND MY HEART IS LIKE ICE ,, illegal lover

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FEELING TWENTY-TWO ACTING SEVENTEEN,

AND IT’S CROWDED AND COLD IN MY SECRET LIFE ,, like family
CAN’T SAY WHAT CAME OVER ME I WASN’T WHAT I USED TO BE ,, soulmate
HADN’T SEEN HOW I LOSE CONTROL I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS STRONG ,, best friend
BUT ONE NIGHT, ONE SITUATION, ONE SONG, ONE DEVASTATION ,, close friend
I COULD HAVE SAID NO TO THE WALK LISTEN INSTEAD OF JUST TALKED ,, future friend
AND I DREAMED THAT I HAD SCREAMED, I COULD HAVE RUN DOWN THE STAIRS TO THE SUN ,, friend
IT’S NOT WHAT YOU DID TO ME IT’S THE FACT THAT I DIDN’T FIGHT YOU BACK ,, childhood friend
AND IT SEEMS I HAD LOST MY VOICE THE ONE THAT ALWAYS MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE ,, accquintance
CAUSE TWO NIGHTS, TWO SITUATIONS, TWO SONGS, TWO DEVASTATIONS ,, fake friend
BUT NOW THE CUP IS NO LONGER COLD AS THE RAIN TRICKELS DOWN ,, secret friend
I FEEL BORED AND TIME IS CAUSING ME TO SET MYSELF FREE ,, illegal friend
CONCESSION IS THE KEY AND KNOWING YOU DON’T SEE ,, spoke once
FARAWAY VOICE WE CAN HEAR YOUR VOICE WHAT’S IT LIKE TO BE HEARD ,, future friend
BUT FROM YOU NOT A WORD, ARE YOU OVER THOSE HILL DO YOU STILL HUM ,, wannabe friend
THE OLD MELODIES, DO YOU WISH PEOPLE LISTENED OVER HERE WITH ME ,, study friend
FARAWAY VOICE WHAT I WOULD GIVE, OH GIVE, TO HEAR THAT VOICE ,, protective

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THIS IS THE NEAREST THING TO CRAZY I HAVE EVER KNOWN,

YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL, SO SILENTLY I LIES BENEATH THE SHADE OF BLUE ,, dislike
IT STRUCKED ME SO VIOLENTLY WHEN I LOOKED AT YOU ,, annoyances
BUT OTHERS PASS THEY NEVER POSE TO FEEL THAT MAGIC IN YOU HAND ,, jealousy
TO ME YOU’RE LIKE A WILD RODE THEY NEVER UNDERSTAND ,, rival
WHY I CRIED FOR YOU AND DE SKY CRIED FOR YOU ,, friendly rival
AND WHEN YOU WENT I BECAME A HOPELESS DRIFTER ,, betrayed
BUT THIS LIFE WAS NOT FOR YOU THOUGH I LEARNED FROM YOU ,, backstabber
THAT BEAUTY NEEDS ONLY BE A WHISPER ,, envy
I’LL CROSS THE SEA FOR A DIFFERENT WORLD ,, afraid
WITH YOUR TREASURE, A SECRET FOR ME TO HOLD ,, bad thoughts
IN MANY YEARS THEY MAY FORGET THIS LOVE OF OURS OR THAT WE MET ,, liar
THEY MAY NOT KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MENT TO ME ,, enemies to be
WITHOUT YOU, NOW I SEE HOW FRAGILE THE WORLD CAN BE ,, bully
AND I KNOW YOU’VE GONE AWAY BUT IN MY HEART YOU’LL ALWAYS STAY ,, worst

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I WAS NEVER CRAZY ON MY OWN,

THE FIRST TIME THAT I SAW YOU, I SAID “FOR GOODNESS SAKE ,, brother
THAT MAN’S GOT THE POWER HE’S A CHARMER WITH A SNAKE” ,, parent
I WAS THRILLED AND FASCINATED BUT SOMEHOW LIBERATED ,, cousin
WHEN YOU TOOK ME TO A PLACE I HAD NEVER BEEN ,, aunt
YOU SHOWED ME LOTS OF THINGS I HAD NEVER SEEN ,, uncle
YOU SET ME FREE AS IF YOU HAD TAKEN ME HALFWAY UP THE HINDE KUSH ,, ex-fiancée
AND I LOVE YOU FOR SHOWING ME THE VIEUW FROM HALFWAY UP THE HINDU KUSH ,, tutor
BTHE NEXT TIME THAT I SAW YOU, YOU LOOKED INTO MY EYES ,, same class

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AND NOW I KNOW THERE'S A LINK BETWEEN THE TWO,

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All lyrics by Katie Melua. Plot by esmé (goldeneyes at white pages). DO NOT STEAL! thank you.

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BEING CLOSE TO CRAZYNESS AND BEING CLOSE TO YOU,

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THREE MATCHING ICONS HERE! CAN'T FIND/MAKE THEM? ASK ME!
[size=3][font=georgia] FIRSTNAME[color=white]middlename[/color]LASTNAME [/font][/size]
[size=1][i]AGE,, GRADE ,, PB ,, MALE/FEMALE[/i][/size][/center]
[b][size=1]ALRIGHTY THEN, I'LL TELL YOU HOW IT STARTED,[/size][/b]
[size=1]geschiedenis here! details are love[/size]
[b][size=1]WELL... BY NOW IT DOESN'T MATTER THAT MUCH,[/size][/b]
[size=1]lines herre! moremoremore!![/size]
[b][size=1]SOMEHOW I NOW THE FUTURE WILL BRING MORE,[/size][/b]
[size=1]toekomst here! details are love![/size]
[b][size=1]OF COURSE I DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT THAT,[/size][/b]
[size=1]'character says' herre! details are love![/size]

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