Post by autumn on Jan 12, 2010 21:35:19 GMT -5
AUTUMN MARIE GARCIA
& final ;If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
& married ;And I will hide you when it gets too much
& engaged ;I'll be right beside you
& in love with me ;When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath
& in love with you ;Where the space between the things you know is blurry
& mutual crush ;When you try to speak but you make no sound
& crush on me ;And the words you want are out of reach
& crush on you ;I will stay. Nobody will break you,
& lust ;Trust in me, trust in me.
& flirting ;Don't pull away
& ex good ;I'm just trying to keep this together,
& ex bad ;because I could do worse and you could do better
& childhood romance ;Tears are spent on your last pretense
& one night stand ;And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep
& fuck buddies ;If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
& fleeting glances ;And I will hide you when it gets too much
& physical attraction ;I'll be right beside you
& forbidden lovers ;Nobody will break you
& secret lovers ;If your heart wears thin I will hold you up
& I adore you ;And I will hide you when it gets too much
& you adore me ;I'll be right beside you
& mutual admiration ;Nobody will break you.
& obsession ;And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while
&practically family ;In the house I grew up in, my room in the basement,
& best of the best ;the hours turning into years we spent.
& attached at the hip ;Remember Chris in the backyard
& childhood friends ;laughing so damn hard and no one knew why.
& inner circle ;But the rest if forgotten behind me.
&best ;Sometimes it reminds me of when we, we used to belong here.
& good ;Every memory comes on
& average ;when I hear that old song
& first name basis ;that we used to sing with the words all wrong.
& party buddy ;I remember the faces and familiar places.
& drinking buddy;And I sing along, but Acadia is gone.
& partner in crime ;Ran out of gas on the highway
&secret friend ;we walked there and I gave drunken speeches
& forbidden friend ;Now we\'ve all moved away and somehow became men
& enemies turned friends ;but I remember where it began.
& just met ;Forgotten behind me.
& acquaintance ;Sometimes it reminds me of when we
& heard of you ;we used to belong here.
& heard of me ;Every memory comes on
& friends with benefits ;when I hear that old song that we used to sing
& future friend ;I remember the faces and familiar places.
& new friend;Remember when 1712
& used to be friends ;Acadia road fell
& skating partner; and they tore the house down
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& i want you dead ;Backwards leaving, Barely beating
& you want me dead ;Stupid reasons, useless feelings
& hardcore hatred ;I wasn't that surprised(its always part of my)
& enemies based on alliance ; Awkward attempts to stay gone
& friends turned enemies ;I remain unknown
& backstabber ;Im bleeding where i bled
& jealousey ;Im hiding where i hid
& i dislike you ;Im entertained in sicker things
& you dislike me ;And everybody said Im burning out instead
& scared of you ;The softer side of unbearable
& i annoy you ;Feel castrated, Complicated
& you annoy me ;Mind mistreated I wasn't that prepared
& rivalry ;Just wanted to disappear
& family rivalry ;Come Around, coming down
& mind games ;Giving a frown, to the sound
& spreading rumour ;When I hit ground
& physical fights ;the way that I say
& verbal fights ;When I know that I don't give a fuck
& heard bad things about you ;Stay awake, Feeling cold and tired
& heard bad things about me ;Resignation - life's forsaken
& enemies with benefits ;I should have thought ahead
& used to be enemies;I'm sicker than I thought
& mother ;I've got a new disease in me,
& father ;I've got a friend that's losing sleep,
& sister ;I take it hard, it's hard to take, I'm wide awake.
& brother ;One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell,
& grandmother ;I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
& grandfather ;and now that's just how I tell I'm wide awake.
& cousin ;I'll wreck this if I have to,
& uncle ;tell me, what good would that do?
& aunt ;You get separated, somebody's gone,
& other family ;and I don't know how, this is wrong.
& mentor ;I'm so frustrated, falling behind,
& mentee ;you were a friend of mine.
& trust ;I'd be so good to you,
& shoulder to cry on ;because they don't know you like I do.
& teacher ;They don't know you like I do.
& student ;There's a difference from me to them,
& mixed feelings ;and the road home is paved in star fuckers requiem,
& stalker ;All my indecision, all of my excess
& respect ;don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best,
& employee;I just need a minute, I just need a breath,
& employer;it gets very hard to drink to my continued success.
& guardian angel;Slow down, slow, it's better in the worst way
